Friends

You don't want to talk

about past or present

Unable to stay calm
when you're still in it

I'm drowning in the water

of your dreams to unfold

I need a life preserver

just to keep me afloat

and your words are cold

and far from feeling

and your eyes are distant

this is who I was dating?

How could you speak to me

with such disdain

Like I'm so beneath you
for feeling what's inside

but I can't talk to you

because you never think

and the moment I ask a question

You start to feel guilt

and I don't know

if it's mine or yours

where it's coming from

we'll never know

but you'd bitch me out

for feeling sad

call me ugly

when my tears ran

You watch me sink

and say it's my fault

You watch me cry

and say we're already broken up

And you wanna stay friends
and I can't believe you
Cause no one talks to me that way
No one fights like you do