Floating away

Floating on

a little row boat

out to see

somewhere more remote

smiling at you 

while we row away from it all

touching you

my fingers running through your hair

your head on my chest

arms holding you tight

hearts beat together

drift off into the night

reality lingers at the waters edge

mind mind races

my cloudy head

my body aches

longs for your touch

and in the end

I fear it's all lost

My patterns return

like the fish of the sea

eating one another

surviving another day

we're not living

stuck at sea

you're all I need

to stop growing me

and I look around

and realize your gone

the facade of connection

when I'm really all alone