Lap Dog

I wake up in the middle of the night

Another nightmare, givin me a fright

I see your face

I remember your games

Go back to the place

When nothing changed

And I wonder

And I wonder

Were we ever friends

Or just lovers

I see your name flashin on my phone

My heart starts to drop

I can't seem to let go

See images of you

With your other guys

Feeling small

Left by wayside

And I wonder

And I wonder

Were we ever friends

Or just lovers

What's wrong with me

Why can't I see

How I'm guilty

What's wrong with me

Why can't I see

The way she treated me

I can't keep you close

I gotta cut you loose

You're bringing me down

With all your frowns

I was never me, 

Never good enough

You'd bitch me out, 

Like you had it rough

I was caged and disciplined

I knew what was bad

Never learned the right way

You never wanted it good

And when I look back

I see what I was

I was just your lap dog

So loyal and dumb

You just put me down

Just put me down

And put me out

Into the ground

And I wonder

And I wonder

Were we ever friends

Or just lovers

And you say you're losing

Your very best friend

And I think to myself

This needs to end

Cause we were just

Just no longer friends